Friday, 7 October 2011

Sitting here reading the sad little life of a young Freddie

So apparently I was into the Twilight saga. I was arguing and I had a HUGE crush on Maddie
I've grown up a lot since I was last here a few months ago. I don't moan about stupid things and I feel closer to people I'd never even spoken to and I don't even talk to people I used to be joined at the hip with.

I'm more open about who I am, my views are stronger but I don't know I feel more alone than ever and I know it seems like all I do is moan to people I care a lot about and I'm not going to do it again.
I'm gonna go to Alice's tomorrow and I don't care I will have a good time even if I will be intimidated by certain people going.

I'm a lot more insecure now. I notice silly things about the way I look like silly hairs out of place(on my head don't think like that I still have a month and 9 days til I'm legal.), spots,  Ugh THEY ARE THE BAIN OF MY EXSISTANCE.

Sorry for this I have no one to rant to, everyone has their own problems.

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