... People Are Gone So Im Backk(;

I've felt like complete shit for ages.
but idek why,
fml.

aliufhwe[p98f

Grrrreat:/

one of My Bestest friends isn't talking to me
cause somebody has shit stirred
i didnt say half of that shit and if I did..
i was sleep texting :/











URGH
great mood deflated D:

thanks

what a load of bull crap that was.

:(

Great :/
I'm probably going to sound SO stupid when i say this but..
I'm actually sick of being left out.
I mean, I'm ALWAYS there when one of you need to moan, to cry, to laugh.

But if I need a friend, where are you's?
When he says stuff and I believe it cause to be perfectly honest you lot give me a reason to?

Every time I get sad you never actually help? You'd just say that it's going be okay? |
Whenever i want a chat with you its always no, I'm with them.

If I want a chat with you, you say my ideas and way of thinking is unfair?
and that no matter how harsh he is you have to talk to him?
but I liked someone that he did once upon a time and you jumped to conclusions and stopped talking to me?

and when ever you moan about things not going your way inside I'm always thinking, I knowexactly how you feel.

:@

i hate blogger ://
but my tumblrs broke and I need to "vent"

URGH your games are driving me insane,

you're driving me mad
decide who you like and stop messing us about
cause your gonna end up without both of us


oh, and decide when you want to talk to me cause i wont wait forever

teehee

W

O

W



I mean you.
WHY
the fuck do i care...
i mean like him.
i got her.
i dont care who you like...
do i?
i mean... im over you
thats why i asked her out
but why the fuck do i give a shit?!
FML
















































on a lighter notee

i actually need a life
its getting quite sad actually
i have watched twilight and newmoon about 20 times each and i know EVERY FUCKING WORD






























my song
Pixie lott-gravity

its all the same... another time and place

wow... i havent blogged in AGES
i officially hate my little brother :/
he apparently said something to rebekah seaman
and now shes pissed :/



yet again i wreck it
i really should give up
but i know i wont
im getting a lil stubborn
but i refuse to let go.










easter breaks are meant to be fun
not full of toss the turtle...

O

M

G





twilight midnight sun.......
A
MAZE
ING

the best one so far
by far
well not really
the last book in breaking dawns the most awesomes






well imma go and throw this pathetic excuse for a turtle even further xD




song:
change-taylor swift xD

formspring.me

box is there v v v do your thing xD

xD

I realised yesterday

IN FOOD ffs that i didn't need or like you.. like that

I realised that i made a big mistake wrecking
us
but ill try and get you back S:













THIS WEEK I REALISED I LOVE REBEKAH SEAMAN
rawr










theres probably more but cbf'd to type more xD









EVERYONE ELSE DOES SONGS SO I THINK I'M GONNA DO TOO xD



so song of the day:
pixie lott-nothing compares

(:

BORED
^^^
sums my life up atm xD

wow... i actually HATE this new "arrangement"
i feel like im the only one atm thats missing out on something
like everyone else is in on a private joke
but all i can hear is the punch line :/

i like you,
you like him,
he likes you,

talk about twilight sitcho
i mean
i have to avert my eyes
and incase YOU havent noticed
i didnt hug you back both times you hugged me today
for a reason
i really really want to get over you
and if i dont touch you
it'll be like removing a finger print thats in permanent ink ://

fml
fml
fml

fml

fml

fml

fml

one foot wrong

Am I sweating?

Or are these tears on my face?

Should I be hungry?

I can't remember the last time that I ate.

Call someone

I need a friend to talk me down

hmpf

w.o.w
shite day much :/

i got the blame for something i didnt do.
and
people dislike/hate me because they speculated that I had something to do with 'them'
but i didnt and yes. i likED her
not anymore... its not worth it
people disliking me for something that has NOTHING to do with them

and YOU may think your right... but not this time
you couldnt be more wrong if you actually tried

short and sweet
byeess

(:

wow...
i HATE lying to you
but whatever makes it easier
i still like you DURH

but you obvs dont like me
so oh well
i have nothing else byee (:

Im fighting back

ok..

i tried blanking her
but i failed

i tried to get her to blank me
she wouldnt

now
i dont care

i love her(no, not like that)
and you and your bumchum
are trying
AND FAILING btw
to not get us talking
YOU DONT OWN HER

nobody does
and to be perfectly honest
BOTH OF YOU NEED TO
GET IT INTO YOUR HEADS
THAT
I
DONT DO FIGHTING!

but i will make an exception
but she told me not to
cos "im bettter than that" apparently

but for now imma have my fun
and wind you up
but i want to see YOU grow a backbone
and fight me

without any help
just me and you

but HEY who am I kidding
you wont fight me
you'll go and hide behind
your bumchum
who hates me cos on a focus day i got close to his ex
and yeah we SPOKE a lil bit wow
put me on deathrow














































get lives
and fuck off
out of mine













































and today i realised how much i love
my friends and they might not know but i always will

xD

w.o.w

i like you
ALOT
and i've been telling you the opposite of what i
WANT
but what i think is right

you love him
dont you?

you ''like'' me
not really though.

but i really like you

but it'll never happen /:

gahh

WOW.

I think I'm slowly getting over you

or am I kidding myself... AGAIN?

I mean all this time I've liked you

you've been in love with him. ]:

sad timess /:

oh who am I kidding I am not getting over you

anytime soon.

i mean

look at you.

phoarrrrrrrrrr.
but I think I'm wasting my time /:

but that dont matter
we promised not to talk about it
and im good with that [:

but if YOU read this
dont.

happiness :D

im not a dolphin,
im not jumping through your hoops,
i care about you,
but..
i spose you dont care about me!
but its 'my fault'
oh well
ill wait and see













on a lighter note
well not really

but do you see.
i do really really like you




but you like him and he likes you
oh well /:













i had an amazing day today with Naomi







im off night <3

valentinessssss D:

valentines day.
has to be the worst time of year.
personally there should be a singles day,
yeah,
ill be celebrating that for a LONGGG time













tomorrow will be a-maz-ing!





but i'm outta things to say so








byeeee <3

perfect ending

i feel like im the only one blogging nowadays -_-

i wish that this could be more simple
i mean GOSH

well apparently REBEKAH made a website for me
then

















deleted it D:

shes making me blogg

but
she has introduced me to this AWSOMME band called rocket to the mood and they rock like socks .





song for today annabelle-rocket to the moon :D

fuck.

fuck.

this.

blanked.

all.

fucking.

day.

cos.

of.

fucking.

him.

OH GOD

oh GOD
you dont realise how good thats made me feel
its like
i havent felt this way before
I mean all this time i was wasting hoping
you would like me like i like you
and now you do
its good but bad D:

im sorry but i do
and i dont expect anything D:

a appology

and you think i enjoy this

the only reason you lot are on my case is cos i treated her badly and i regret that..

i will and tell the other one to leave me alone then if i upset her
i retaliated

and tbh
why are WE arguing
i dunno why your having a go at me
yeah ive done bad things
who hasnt and maybe mine are worse
but im gonna mess up so is everyone at on stage
and mine seem to happen consectutively which isnt great.
so yeah

for whatever ive done to whoever reads this im sorry.



















call this a lie if you want


but


its the truth

D:

OMG
pissed doesnt cover my mood atm
my mum BUTCHERED my hair D:

depressed D:

BUT

i have PIXIE LOTTS LEGS to keep me company :D












eeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i got nothing else so NIGHT x

a lil moan

D:
no credit D:


im not blanking you i have no credit
and although you called I couldn't talk
i was at dinner :]

OMG

i forget everything
i mean its not hard to ask it!
but i forgot
D:
i feel shit bad D:

pixies boyfriend :D

HEYYOOO

OMG

I think i like her :S
i mean shes like my sister
and
one of my best mates
and i told her
that i couldn't cos it would wreck the
AMAZING friendship we have
but i doubt it will :D
we're too close you see :D
<3 class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC6600;">FUNNIEST form today

but thats all that was good D:




REBEKAH SEAMAN i am pixies boyfriend and
theres nothing you can say to stop that fact :d


I <3 PIXIE LOTT MAYTEEE

have you seen her :)









6 years today i was like D:



i have to do RE D:

so BYEEEEE
<3

BOO

omg

english homework

Kill me NOW

who cares about Seamus Heaney?
not me I can tell you that :D

anywayyys


school was alright today

lunch was spent with 3 amazingly amazing retards
who













are gay

but i love them
(most of the time :P)







OMG

i shouldnt be friends with her

but

i love her....
no not like that :D

butt...
she has an amazingly OBSESSIVE boyfriend

whooo

HATES me with an actual passion


and yes it is him


she dumped him

they go back out

im not allowed to talk to her D:

cyber friendship D:
joys of fricking joys







KARATE
oh the joys P:\















byeeeeeee

me again :P

sad to say
IM ADDICTED
TO BLOGGING
gosh nothing major

i scared you didnt i :P


well today i've beeen BUSY
i made a BLOGG
I ran around a tiny bit
I was on the phone to an amazing person :D
she got me to blog
we werent talking
i wasnt very nice to her
i regret that MUCHO
but i love her

TAYLOR SWIFT
PIXIE LOTT
TALK ABOUT SEXAYYYYYYYYY

well today.
i realised things
i get bored very very easily
and..........
wait for it..

keep waiting.... :P















i have amazing friends :)


i know that sounds gay
but its true

i love themm


















its 20:54
im freddie
you've been amazing
goodnight




fooled ya
imstillhere
whether you like it or not :D

have you ever been called a liar
when your telling the complete Gospel truth??
well thats happened to me LOTS
and its quite annoying

just so YOU
know i have them still
i love you
but
gosh believe me

i swear my little brother wants to kill me D:
he's opening doors on me left right and centre D:
i have a bump D:
it hurts ):

WAHHHHH







my bed is calling me again D:
it should just leave me alone i dont want to go to bed yet :P
but





i have to
so
goodnight vienna :)














BYE

hmmm

well I was forced to do this!
and feel like a total moron!
but hey no change there then! :)

but,

school tomorrow D:
that means

LESSONS D:
TEACHERS D:
WORK D:

but,

I spose it'll be cool.
i hope. :D

anyways
i realised-because of arguments-
you lose people you love.
people you didnt realise you love
and when you start to get them back
you realise
you should have NEVER let them go
cos they truely are amazing :)

its late D:
well for me
its dark
VAMPIRES
its boring
everyones downstairs
but life moves on :)

ever had the feeling your being watched??
welll IAM watchingYOU :P
im not really
tehe

i dont know what else to say D:

so im off
nighty night
i think ill be blogging more often :)

im going
going
going
GONE