I wonder if anyone still comes on here other than me!
I feel like shit. To be fair... You say how much I'm your bestfriend but then choose someone who annoys you over me... Makes me feel like I'm annoying you or worse.

I need to work out how to move on! I'm shite at this! I don't know I don't talk to you and you're faar out of this munter's league.


Naomi says I'm not ugly but then when you see me before: Braces, ears pinned back, a shower and a toothbrush  then I'm literally below any league you can imagine!

Just worried, lonely and a bit a lot of a twat!

Worried: Why don't you talk to me I'm scared for you. So bad!

Lonely: LOL I don't need to go on!

Sitting here reading the sad little life of a young Freddie

So apparently I was into the Twilight saga. I was arguing and I had a HUGE crush on Maddie
I've grown up a lot since I was last here a few months ago. I don't moan about stupid things and I feel closer to people I'd never even spoken to and I don't even talk to people I used to be joined at the hip with.

I'm more open about who I am, my views are stronger but I don't know I feel more alone than ever and I know it seems like all I do is moan to people I care a lot about and I'm not going to do it again.
I'm gonna go to Alice's tomorrow and I don't care I will have a good time even if I will be intimidated by certain people going.

I'm a lot more insecure now. I notice silly things about the way I look like silly hairs out of place(on my head don't think like that I still have a month and 9 days til I'm legal.), spots,  Ugh THEY ARE THE BAIN OF MY EXSISTANCE.

Sorry for this I have no one to rant to, everyone has their own problems.